Meaning of tears!!!???

Now a days I spent almost 4/5 hours of my time each day Orkutting, and I am very happy about it as well, as I have found some of my long lost friends, and as well as the fact that I am able to keep in touch wit many of my friends and relatives, which would otherwise have been almost impossible... And yes, I have this habit of looking into others albums... I was asking my husband the other day, as to why I do this... and he said, either to compare my life with theirs (!!!) or to see whats happenin wit them now and be happy to know that they are happy (of course people dont put their not-so-happy pics in Orkut!)!!
And I have also this habit of finding out whats happening in the various communities in Orkut that I have joined (maaannn, people do have so imaginative that they can create communities on so many things!) . One community that I am a part of is the "Every Tear Has Its Own Story". Well, I myself am not very sure as to what made me join it, but I must admit that the pic that the moderators have put in there is really very catchy!
Now enuf of all the background, coming on to why I started writing this... the most recent thread thats running in "Every Tear Has Its Own Story" is "wats the meaning of tears". Now, I found that as a very interesting question. And I read some of the replies to that... (am not gonna copy paste it now, I am not an Software engineer for the time being! ;) ) Well, I thought for the first time I will reply to a thread... and here goes my "definition"...
"Tears are mostly the strong emotions that the heart is not able to contain in itself!"
Isnt it very much true...? Isnt that simply why people cry when they are too very happy/ too very sad...? And isnt that the simple reason why people with very light hearts shed tears even when they watch a senti scene in the TV/ see somebody's happiness when they really deserve it/ see a small kid suffer...? Well, I do all these and I do believe the reason is my heart is not so big enuf to make room for the strong emotions!!

(Please see... I am no longer a member of the community mentioned above, as per the advice of one of my friends.)

From the land of thank you's!

I have reached here... Finally! I really cant believe this has happened, all thru my life I have been havin this feeling that some day I will be here, but now that I am really here, I just cant bring myself to believe it!!
And again, I have been kind of looking forward to being full time at home on a short break, since whenever I did that back in Trivandrum, I always used to feel so nice, having the whole of my time to do things that please me (psst... tho a lil bit of probs did occur with my mom & dad wit me being like that) but altog, it has always been too very good... And I know there are lot many people who would just love to take a break from their hectic schedules and here I am, actually doing it...and yet is not satisfied! What do I call this? Greed? I cant find a better word!
I live like a princess here (rajakumari, that title suits me completely now, in all senses!), doing nothing at all, well near to it... other than cooking, which I like to do, and maintainin my home neat and clean, which again is pretty easy! And I miss my office life, which I myself cant believe! I miss my dear India, no, Kerala. Its Chingam Onnu today, the start of a New Year for us Malayalis, the month of Onam, the day/ start of a month of celebrations back home... And here I am, sitting in this 1BHK, trying to find out where my life is leadin me to... I miss my college life, I even cant relate myself to the me back in college! I miss my friends, all who have their own life and their own priorities now, like me!
Now, talking about why I wrote this, well, this blog is just my scribbling pad, technology advancement has lead me also to scribble in keyboards, not in paper! And yes, this is so much easier to maintain. This time while packin, I found it really too very difficult deciding whether to take my diaries and my papers with me, or to leave them back home, cos of the wt restrictions... Who ever is readin this, I have only one thing to say... If u knew me at some point of time, will perfectly understand me, if u never knew me, well you just had some bad time in your day!

Retracing!!!

Its been well over an year since i wrote in here (wow that rhymes!)
And I guess its been quite long since I wrote something to even myself... Life has changed a lot for me (yes, as for u mostly) in this time... I am married now! That too, since 3 months!
But some things remain unchanged... I still work in the same place, in the same account, with the same mind, just that I have changed my cubicle quite a number of times...
Let me introduce my new self to you...
Mrs. Vikas, the person who is trying a lil too hard to come to terms to her new life, with her wonderful husband.
I am goin to get what you call "the whole time in the world" in about a week's time, when I am going to be a proper "housewife", so, I thought I will reopen my blogging to keep myself engaged, so jot down my thoughts, as I have decided (thanks to my awesome friends and my husband) that I should do something and all to please myself, to make myself happy! Yes, I am going to get a lil bad ;)