I have reached here... Finally! I really cant believe this has happened, all thru my life I have been havin this feeling that some day I will be here, but now that I am really here, I just cant bring myself to believe it!!
And again, I have been kind of looking forward to being full time at home on a short break, since whenever I did that back in Trivandrum, I always used to feel so nice, having the whole of my time to do things that please me (psst... tho a lil bit of probs did occur with my mom & dad wit me being like that) but altog, it has always been too very good... And I know there are lot many people who would just love to take a break from their hectic schedules and here I am, actually doing it...and yet is not satisfied! What do I call this? Greed? I cant find a better word!
I live like a princess here (rajakumari, that title suits me completely now, in all senses!), doing nothing at all, well near to it... other than cooking, which I like to do, and maintainin my home neat and clean, which again is pretty easy! And I miss my office life, which I myself cant believe! I miss my dear India, no, Kerala. Its Chingam Onnu today, the start of a New Year for us Malayalis, the month of Onam, the day/ start of a month of celebrations back home... And here I am, sitting in this 1BHK, trying to find out where my life is leadin me to... I miss my college life, I even cant relate myself to the me back in college! I miss my friends, all who have their own life and their own priorities now, like me!
Now, talking about why I wrote this, well, this blog is just my scribbling pad, technology advancement has lead me also to scribble in keyboards, not in paper! And yes, this is so much easier to maintain. This time while packin, I found it really too very difficult deciding whether to take my diaries and my papers with me, or to leave them back home, cos of the wt restrictions... Who ever is readin this, I have only one thing to say... If u knew me at some point of time, will perfectly understand me, if u never knew me, well you just had some bad time in your day!
